hello.

my apologies for the lack of updates, loves- been lazier than usual ;O hahha. made it a point to sit my ass down tonight and update before I have to backtrack on even more things tho, so here we goooo (;
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23/3/2009
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daddy decided to go back to work again on friday(yes, decided -_-) so kissed him sending/picking my brothers and I to/from school goodbye :( had no choice but to take the bus to school in the morning. the busdriver arrived at fucking 6.25am! sure waking up half an hour earlier than usual was a total and complete bitch, but the ONE AND A HALF HOUR trip there was sheer HELL. schools a mere 10mins away but we only get off the bumpyass thing at 7.40am kay! fortunately, the rest of the day was a total contrast to the busride- tija strawberry bigspenderr and I spent the majority of the day rolling about behind the bookcases in the library laughing and screaming, being our usual selves (: lunch that day sucked but mior was nice enough to come all the way to SriKL bearing indomee&maggigoreng for us ;D heehee.
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24/3/2009
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skipped school cause I (intentionally-SHH!)overslept and missed the bus. this Fengshui master came to the house and performed an exorcism thing on mom later at night- 'rents had been keeping it a secret but moms been seeing weirdshit around the house o.o mom elaborated every detail after they left- was completely thrown offguard and freaked out like fuck by the end of it! was on the phone with michaelsmokes and wei jun till about 4.30am after.
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25/3/2009
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'rents found an alternate transport for me to school- tagging along with my little brothers van. HALLELUJAH much. kyle and ethanbaby go to SriSedaya tho, so was so thankful their vandriver(who totally looks like my fam's old contractor HAHAHA) agreed to be my transport. was smiiiiling from the time I wokeup at my NORMAL time of 6.40am and thruought the 10-15minute ride to school ;p sportspractice was pretty fun despite it being held at the dreaded SS15field. apek were manishearts so tija and I got to eat our indomee&maggimee AGAIN ;D funniest part of the entireday? seeing michael- who shaved off his moustache for me HAHAHA. talked to him till 4am again.
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26/3/2009
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skipped school cause my throat and fever were killing me- if youre an avidreader youd notice how I have this tendency to get sick atleast once every month! :/ bummed about but couldnt do much cause it was raining so heavily allday. got my kicks from boo-ing my maid(whos hella freaked out over the exorcism thing) every so often HAHA. eviiiil but we all do it, no (; passed up zhengwei and callys offer to MOS and Barclub cause I still felt like shit. talked to michael till 2am before konging.
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27/3/2009
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mrs.v was so FUCKING ahnoying during english I gaveup on talkingback and blocked her off completely. Id give her a dead expression everytime she screamed at me. imagine being the ONLY one shes harping on for an essay THE ENTIRE CLASS didnt do! fucking grandma, yeesh. during break learned that Im officially the ONLY singleton outta the 5of us ;P I love how happy my girls are tho, so its okaaaay. not like Im ready for a relationship anyhoo. congrats darlings, ILY all so much! (: had a smoke with a GUARD at the staircase with the usual bunch, and spent the last couplve periods chatting nonsense with jean-ni and michael at the canteen before setting out for lunch at BurgerKing with tija and ketshun afterschool. was on the phone to simson, cally and dan till 5am.
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28/3/2009
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HAPPY LAPANBELAS-th, cassandre nicole narcis (:

I love how we still have that bond after everything weve gone thru growingup together! favorite &closest cousin, hands down (: LY babe.
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woke up at 6.30am despite it being a saturday to watch my brothers sportsday at SriSedaya.
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it was nice watching ethanbaby march but the majority of the morning was so boring! nasilemak and jasonV kept me occupied tho (: went for Reportcardday straight after and mrs.V of all people in the world was seated right next to my class teacher. stupid cunt made me look so damn bad I wanted to CHOKE her. she even told tija's mom Im a ' bad influence ' on tija kay! thankfully my percentage was average and I got #13 in class. 'rents know how valsala is like so they nonchalently passedoff all remarks, thankgawd. still, its motherfcking war from here on out. no.fucking.joke.
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got home, showered, and went over to wai kit's with cally. took our own sweettime playing a fool and getting dressed. I stil think BOTH your evil weighingmachines are and LYING, waikit! ;P

spot the tinygirl with the straightener!

fucking overgrown bangs- cant be bothered to maintain. like I said- its so LASTMONTH. pathetic how everyones NOW getting into the trend. especially around school (;



cally darlinggg

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had dinner at StationOne before entering MOS at 11ish pm. was in there for a total of TENMINUTES before getting irritated at the emptycrowd and going out kay!

emica babibudyy




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CJ took a helluva longtime to arrive from KL but he savvvved us. headed to Barclub. no pictures from Barclub like lasttime cause we were too lazy to get our clutches from behind the DJbooth, but was with cally, alyssa, yongshern, DJsirion and CJ. bumped into samchiew, casey, cassidy, apek, ahhoong, and darrenkhoo. kissed a certain familiarsomeone and got instant flashbacks to back before the two of us stopped talking, back to the very firsttime we met all those months ago. its weird how Im always so damn comfortable around him. was smiling like an IDIOT the rest of the night cause it felt so good to be on normalterms, to be kissing him, feeling the way I do again (: haha.
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Yumcha'd at a mamak(where my cam got hijacked) nearby before going over to DJ Andy's.

HAHAHAHAHA



HAAHAHAHA

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LAUGHED SO DAMN HARD THRUOUGHT THE RIDE HOME omg ;P was home by 7.30am, and konged at 8am. memorable mo's: scarybrokenglass, pee in sink YUCK, xrated talk, redeyed zombies!, japanese prostitiute house HAHHAA, 'gaygay', fartingdogs
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29/3/2009
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ONLY GOT 45MINUTES OF SLEEP. took a hastyshower and got dressed for sundayschool. was still stoned so didnt utter a word to anyone till class ended. had lunch with daddy and thebrothers at Wendys after before visiting mom at her office and eventually going home at 1.30pm. napped for 3hours before waking up to shalene's call- she ajaked to go Jungletrekking and as exhausted as I was I couldnt say no! imagine NaomiPaigeHon bloody jungletrekking mygawd ;P have never gone before! was out the door by 4pm.

swear I cant remember the lasttime I used them
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was with shalene, shannon(whom I havent seen in ages!) and kane. shalenes mom and youngcousins followed with and omgawd the walk up GasingHill was exhausting! I am in such badshape you have noclue. after completing the trek the four of us walked to Rajuus for fun. right after finishing our tose's shannon realises he left his backpack in the JUNGLE. we take no hesitance to decide on.. going back in the jungle for a SECONDround ;P didnt care that it was raining cause hell- we were already wet and muddy!
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and so we left our cellphones in the car and bravely re-entered the jungle, only the four of us this time. chatted nonsense the whole way thru, talking about everything from whore-ish exes, being ' rojak bubbles poyo,' excrushes, babihutans && the good ol'days when the entire 6pm session got into all sorts of trouble around the neighborhood. the way back down was UNFORGETTABLE tho- our cellphones DIED, we were confused between tracks, and the deeper we ventured, the darker it got! us 4dungus held hands majority of the way back cause we kept slipping in the mud, and also because it got so scary! fuuuh, unfuckingforgettable (: eventually got out by 7ish pm, and was home by 7.15m.
*pictures with kane
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30/3/2009
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dont know why, but ate like a complete pig from the moment I woke up. had fruitcake+ EXTRA DONUTS for brekkie, ordered McDs for lunch instead of sucky canteenfood, and had TWOround of rice for dinner -_- fuck the diet man. only interesting partsve of the day was when this black FROG went wild in class during maths period and lepaking on the staircase with tija, michael, ketshun, imran and joanne. busted my ass doing my HOMEWORK(cant remember the lasttime I did it kay) for 2hours and talked to cally before konging at 2am.
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31/3/2009(today)
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was so sad noone could send tija and I KFC for lunch, sob :( realised Im unconciously starting to seriously pay attention in class now o.o even tijas amazed haha. spent addmath chatting to hanis and the last couplve periods with farah in the library. itsssss 9:14pm now and I guess I should get going- gotta stick to my studyschedule so Ill have time for those latenight phonecalls later! (: goodniiiight people.
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everytime I turnaround to leave;
I feel my heart begin to burst &bleed
so desperately I try to link it back to my head
but it pulls me back to my knees
can you tell; you weigh right thru me?♥

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p/s: youre just a temporary fix. Im sorry, but youre no him.
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