[EDIT// added a couplve days worth of updates, including a pic of my new TonguePiercing- just scroll downnn ;D]
hi.

am in the midst of striving to regain all form of normality possible POST pregnancyprank, so dont expect any mention of it in the following post- shall dismiss everything && get straiiiight to the updates ;P
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10/4/2009
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only managed to nab a petty 1hour sleep the night before, as I was on the phone from midnight right on through. was in a total daze when I 'wokeup' at 7am. it was a holiday for SriKL so didnt have school, but was restless as hell so couldnt sleepin! hopped into the backseat and had dimsum for brekkie with cally, alyssa, DJandy and DJCirion at 7am. went over to DJ Andy's for a couplve hours after and was home a little after lunch.
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ethanbaby, who brushed his teeth while I put on my mascara ;P
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was supposed to go Barclub later at night but daddy for the FIRSTFUCKINGTIME IN THE LAST 6MONTHS said NO to me goingout. his reason? " Its Holyweek. and GoodFriday tomorrow- have you no respect for your religion ah girl?! " -_- was MIFFEDLIKEFUCK and went with my first insticts without hesitance: ate ham sandwich after ham sandwich(no meat on GoodFriday!) just to spite daddy. felt daaaaaamn fucking immature and rotten so eventually came to my senses and calmeddown. couldnt see sueanne amoigeram(who was down in Msia again!) as she was tied up with prayers so talked to her on the phone for a few hours instead. went to bed at 3am.
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11/3/2009
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I for the firsttime in forever, did absolutely NOTHING the entireday. trying to slowdown MAY be a conscious decision Ive made and plan to stick to, but sigh. Im so not used to doing nothing okay!
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12/3/2009
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was on the phone till 4am the nightbefore, so the lastthing I needed was my fam suddenly prioritizing mass but attended the 8.30am one without protest. besides, my bodys so used to sleepdeprivation already Im somewhat trained to run on little, to even no sleep -_- went to AuntIvys for a fam lunch and POOF! went my diet. ate till I couldnt breathe and spent the majority of the time there chatting nonsense with nic, who was back from NS for a week. bummed the restve the day away.
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yummeh mini chocolate eastereggs
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13/3/2009
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had left my Armani wallet in school on Thursday(and michael attempted to breakin class Saturday morning but to no avail ]:) so practically RAN all the way to class to retrieve it despite the fact assembly had already begun. fuck assembly man, my EVERYTHING is in the wallet kay! had to sit at the basketball court along with all the other latecomers. was bored outta my mind! but the restve the day was soso. gotta make it a point to make it up to the boys for FFking them for Barce lastthursday ;P a certainsomeone was being a complete negligent asshole so was emo the whole day :( it led me to breaking my NoCarbDiet and BINGING on McDs for lunch with tija strawberry bigspenderr! grr. ahmazing how I managed to consume a total of 15burgers the past 3weeks O.O tuition was cancelled and revelled in it as I didnt touch my homework, heh!
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went for dinner at WaffleWorld in Pyramid with cally and waikit around 7pm.

was accident-phobic the entire drive home but fortunately a repetition of what happened the LASTTIME I was in waikits car DIDNT occur ;D was home early at 10.30pm.
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14/4/2009
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was a hol for SriKLians so slept in like a piglet till late in the afternoon. went for my 2nd PrivateMathTuition session at shalenes and hungaround, chatting about FatOrganutanBabies & SundayschoolPolitics over our tehais's at the neighborhood Cafe for about an hour before going home. stuck to my study schedule and practiced math before talking to cally on the phone. was online talking to calista and ameliababelia till 3am before calling it a niiiight.
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15/4/2009
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offially initiated my NoCarbDiet today!
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byebye bread/mee/potatoes/rice for a fullmonth. sugarfreetea/water to detox, veggie and heaps of protein all the way. not a crumb inbetween the 3meals a day either for the next 2months. I am DETERMINED to hit my goalweight of 35kg, not because Im one of those typical cliche teens who think Im fat but because I simply want to feel better about myself. so am keeping strong! (;
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seeing as Im the ONLY unathletic one outtve the lot, school felt weird without my darlings who were all at the stadium. was with calista most of the dayyy. went for Cyrens cheertraining during coco at the gym but decided it wasnt for me after the first 10mins, sorry babes :/ I miss cheerleading like fuck but I dont think I can push myself all over again. killed time at CareerGuidanceClub instead till the bell went. talked to dionne, cally and michael before konging at 1am.
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16/4/2009
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spent majority of the day with calista darlingg (: had to sit through this hour&a half talk by this dutch guy who spoke about ' Attention ' or someshit like that. tres ironic cause kellie aunntie and I didnt pay attention AT all throughout the thing ;P day was sosoooo- TIJA OIIII, YOUR MAONI MISSES YOU!
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fought with the 'rents at night:
mom: *after lecture* sometimes naomi I wonder right, whether you have bloody brains! do you?
me: ...
mom: answer me, naomi!
me: *in most politetone I can manage* yes, mom.
mom: *continues SPM-is-near-lecture* DO THOSE BRAINS WORK? cause I doubt they do at the rate youre handling things!
me: *biteslip again*
mom: NAOMI YOU BETTER ANSWER ME. what is so difficult about opening your mouth and ANSWERING HUH?!
me: .. *contains anger*
mom: NAOMI PAIGE HON. ANSWER ME NOW. BEFORE I LOSE MY TEMPER AH, GIRL! ANSWER.ME.
me: .. yorh.
mom: still no answer!
me: OHYMYGAWD LAH MOM. YES I have brains. YES Im aware SPM is nearby. YES my brains WORK! yorhhh!
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.. fucking stupid. so was practically bursting at the seams, anxious to let the fuck loose. -_- was dressed and at MOS by 11pm.




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stayed there for an hour or so. bumped into way too many familiar faces, and the music for some reason wasnt as bad, haha. the highlight of the night was def jiarong tho, who was an utter manisheart!- he treated me to tequilashots, cigarettes, comforted me over a certain negligantBASTARD and when my other group of friends kept pestering me to join them at Barce, he WALKED me all the way there from MOS (: and walked back alone :S reached Barce around 1.30am, and was with cally, cassidy, plus more familiarfaces till lastcall. Yumcha'd at a mamak nearby with DJsirion, Cj etc. weijun and freddie picked us up after and Yumcha'd again at Canaicafe. was hommme by 6am, and I talk to cally and calista before konging half an hour later.
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17/4/2009
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HAPPY SEXY TIJUHBELAS-th, nat kacang (:

you were honestly the only person whose advice I swallowed back when I hit rockbottom lastyear, yknw. get your ass back down in Msia quick, I miss you!
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got up abruptly at 7am. had JUST snuggled under my covers, and rested my spinning head when daddy starts like, attempting to bang my roomdoor down! was so frustratingly tired I was in tears, rushing thru my morning shower+routine in a frenzy:( simply could not fathom why theyd go back on their promise of letting me sleepin like that. EVIL OKAY! was running on less than halfanhour of sleep.
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the entire schoolday was like this technicoloredblur o.o
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chatted freeperiod away with farahA in the library, and metup with calista, sam and her friend nicol at AC afterschool. thankyou babe for coming to meet me for lunch despite the fact you just wokeup! ;P tija strawberry bigspenderr dropped over the oreocheesecake her sis baked for me and was so touched! calista went for cheerprac while I chatted with nicol in the canteen. yelled and giggled over AHEMS with katherine and sucelia for abit before heading home at 3pm. rubesh and his friend cameover to chat for about an hour over cigs out on the patio, and left around 10ishpm. was so damn tired later at night I actually fell asleep sitting upright at 2am!
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18/4/2009
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woke up grrogy like hell at 3pm. mom ajaks to followsuit on her Appointment in Bangsar, so were both outta the house half an hour later. the Alfa was low on petrol again but thankfully we didnt have to go through a repitition of the petroldilemma(where neither mom or me knew how to OPEN the petrolthing and this bangladesh guy stalked us).
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got my eyebrows done, and chatted abit over cigs&icecream at BaskinRobbins before making our way to my salon, ShawnCutler. we spend a total of 3hours there- didnt plan on making any drastic changes as I love the way my hair looks now, so got it treated and layered. THERE WAS THIS STYLIST WHO WAS AN EXBOYF LOOKALIKE OMG- couldnt take my eyes off him the entiretime o.o while the usual shampooboy asked " hows your boyfriend? " THREEBLOODYTIMES, irritating me as usual, the stylists kept asking mom whether they could be her 'sons.' tres weird but I still loveLOVE ShawnCutler ;D
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bought Delicious for dinner, and went straight home. sorry cally for not being able to sleepover at your place! waitlah, when we both eventually get our licenses noone will be ' too tired ' to send us here or there. -_- talked to cally, natloo and calista till 4am. Heartbreak season y'all.
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19/4/2009
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no sundayschool as us Seniors were assigned to be ' helpers' to primaryschool sundayschoolteachers instead. was late so ran in my wedges scrambing all over the place before finding the teacher I was assigned to. helped out with this Standard2 class and omgawd, fell in love with the kids! fucking ahdorable. heart melted particularly when they greeted " Goodmorning teacher Naomi " and laughed my ass off when they mistakenly reffered to me as " Mrs.Naomi " haha. am seriously considering helping out parttime after SPM (:
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changed, and spent an hour chitchatting at Starbucks over fraps with natloo, eric and surin for an hour or so.


Chinesedaddys + Eurasianmoms= being hot is in our fcking blood (;
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keith picked us up, and was at Pyramid by 1.30pm. planned on eating a heavy lunch but was too nervous to, so only managed to swallow 2bites from natloos sandwhich at Subway. calista, nicol and ketshun meet us there, and we book tickets for Passenger. called jiarong earlier to ajak him but he said he was working. so when I saw him working as the ticketguy I burst out laughing, damn ironic kay ;P
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after eyeing a cute waiter at KimGarys, I decided to FUCKIT and get my tonguepiercing over and donewith.

had been planning it for weeks and was shaking but dismissed all negativity running through my paranoid brain. got it done at " SoWhat," this tinyshop in AsianAvenue as all my friends got theirs done there and suggested it. thankyou calista darling for holding my hand- thought I was going to passout mygawd. fucking estatic I finally got it done!
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watched our movie after, and my tongue started to hurt like a bitch, but tahaned. calista and I were both craving dessert so went to YogurBerry right after our movie with sam.



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went to join the boys at the SnookerArea for abit before heading hommme. couldnt eat/talk on the phone/sing/do ANYTHING so slept immensely eary at like 11pm right after watching(and tearing up to)Premonition on telly.


calista, me, natloo, nicol.
*more pics to come
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... its 6:03pm now and Im supposed to have PrivateMathTuition at shalenes but the teacher cancelled it. its been 2fulldays since Ive consumed anything proper and Im so hungry the icecubes Ive been continuosly suckingon has begun to miraculously taste like pizza/KFC/chocolate- am so hungry Im going delusional mkay! temporarily switched to a Detox diet(which consists of nothing but greentea+fruits) till Im able to continue my NoCarb diet. tija strawberry bigspenderr has been a darl, she dropped off a pinkslurpee for me earlier at school today;D I'll suffer for the next week or so but I know it'll all be worthit so am prepared! just wish my tongue would hurry the fuck up and heal already, grr! goodbyyyye people (:

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I swear our chant is crashing in my mind
you can hold on but;
I wouldn't waste your time♥

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p/s: Im done waiting for you to be serious. I didnt believe in much else after Mysteryboy, except you, and I thankyou for that but I cant do this anymore. I'll always ache for what we couldve been but I dont think you'll ever be done playing your stupidgames. it fucking kills me to do this but I have to. piece by piece, Ill gradually let you go.kills me oovye
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