learning to breathe.

hello.

for the past week or so, Ive miraculously reformed. my routines have become monotonous and the chaos-scale has dramatically dropped, leaving my days dull. Ive admittedly vowed to cut down on my vigorous nightsout and put a complete hault to a fraction of my dirtyhabits, but.. mm. anyway, updates here we go!
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12/5/2009
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in school, I did something tres horrid to someone on purpose- it left me feeling unbelievably satisfied the restve the day, and I'll never regret it. enjoy the 'gift' when you open your bag, you fugly BITCH(; celebrated TeachersDay so everyone gathered in the greathall. at one point, when all the teachers sang some song on stage I went "omgawd everyones singing except mr.nathan weyh" and calista goes " no lahhh, his lips are just too black to see. he IS singing, just look more closely! " fucking hilarious;P regretted not bringing our cams to camwhore cause the performances were a yawn.
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but randompics from class;

imran monkeyboyy

tija strawberrybigspenderr, glued to eachothers hip and wouldnt have it any other way(:
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13/5/2009
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wokeup at godforsaken 7am. it was so early in the morning the absolute lastthing I cared about was my appearance! metup with tija strawberrybigspender and calista.
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met at empty AC,

' behbehbeh-bruises, cover her.. ' fucking mystery how I attained this bruise mygawd. but calista pointedout how it resembles JackSkeleton from NightmareBeforeChristmas ;P

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.. and settled for cheapskate brekkie in the BubbleTeaShop as nothing else was open. remember our escapeplan, darlings? HAHAHAHA.

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hung around at AC waiting for sam after, and was at Pyramid a little before noon.

makeupless & couldnt care less. watched 'I Love You, Man' and it was soso. calista mentioned a certainsomeones name a NANOSECOND after the happyending and it was a downright slap in the face, as nostalgia bloody tookover and got me into emomode:( had dinner at SushiGroove, and tija followed me home at 4.30pm. totally strayed from the initial objective of her comingover tho, as it was all japanese creampuffs+ cigarettes+ darkchocolate+ chitchat from then on.
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.. but we eventually got our BM lisan project done, hoorah ;D

its been YEARS I swear, since either of us bothered to do homework so it was such an accomplishment! she left around 9pm, and I konged after talking to clarence at 11pm.
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15/5/2009
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wokeup an hour earlier to put the finishing touches on me&tijas lisan project. felt sick like a bitch and shouldve skipped school, but made a grave mistake by dismissing it. suffered the consequences at school- I FELT LIKE CICAKCRAP ALL DAY LONG. asked daddy to take me home early but as usual he was too busy, le sigh:/ went to AC afterschool with farahA, herfriend, and imran monkeyboyy. tija and calista came later on and we devoured our usual Indomee (:
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fever got worse when I got home, and I napped promptly after showering till 7pm. mom bought me bubbletea, sushi& creampuffs to make me feel better(: was supposed to go the doctors, but I was like, "mom what if the doctor asks me to stick out my tongue to check my throat? daddy'll see my piercing and I'll DIE!" and she laughed her ass off- was too lazy to go btw, so didnt in the end. talked to cally and clarence, and watched telly till 4am.
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.. guess who saved my wreck-of-day by giving me this card? HMM.
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16/4/2009 + 17/5/2009
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STAYED HOME ALL FUCKING WEEKEND. loatheloatheLOATHE being sick.
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on sunday, shalene darlingg and jacob itchyballs were my entertainment thruought sundayschool (: signed up to helpout nextyear- and I wonder whether Ill regret it later on? went to Ou with daddy and the boys and had lunch at FishnChips- a totally refreshing change from the ever-so-routine japanese kay. nabbed some stuff from Forever21 and was home by 4pm. was fucking knackered so neglected my cellphone and bunked at ethanbabys.
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18/5/2009
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sortve had a tiff with clarence the nightbefore, so snuck-in to his class first thing in the morning, surprising him with a KitKatChunkyBar under his desk to cheer him up. was bombarded with demands from teachers to handin undone homework all day long- all my slacking off has FINALLY caughtup to me and is biting me in the ass, man! so was in bitchfit mode allday- sorry everyone(except the junior whom got one helluva shouting from me for almost knocking into me after lastbell) who was made collateral damage :( WAS SO FUCKING STRESSED I brokedown on the way home.
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ethanbaby ahdorably helped to order pizza to calm me down, and took SIX TORTUROUS HOURS to finish my Artwork, from 7pm- 1.30am. talked to weijun and clarence, and had no strength to finish the last few bits of my work, so fell asleep while mom was on my bedroomfloor helping me finishup. honestly dont know what Id do without her♥!.
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19/5/2009
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wokeup extra early to study BM. head felt numb from all the stress, as if it was some sortve stress-hangover, so my hair and brain was this disarrayed mess all day long. Midterms officially began -_- sat for my BM papers and gave it all I got, punching in 800+ words cause Im determined to get my A1. talked to cally and clarence till 1.30am.
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I still cant even begin to comprehend how you had the HEART to go ahead and hurt me like that. as much as I miss you, Im beginning to wonder whether everyone was RIGHT about you?
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I hate...
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20/5/2009
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slept thru the first 3periods, and hanis and I wentaround school looking for entertainment as the papers scheduled for the day were subjects we dropped. I endedup consuming a total of 5biscuits, 2pizza slices, 3nuggets and tehice- justlikethat ;P was so full I could hardly breathe properly doing my Englishpapers! wrote a sappy tragic lovestory for my essays, and left a surprise note for a certainsomeone on his desk so he'd read it firstthing in the morning after lastbell(: talked to jiarong, and zombied infrontve the telly till 3am.
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21/4/2009
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the papers scheduled for the day were subjects I dropped, so wasnt compelled to go to school at friggin all. sleptin, and bummed about, failing to study like I promised myself I would:/ later at night, cally, waikit and I spontaniously;
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.. went to the OUG pasarmalam! ;D hahaha.

cally. what would I do without you babe? loves much!

my firsttime eating LokLok.

waikit. muscletanks should be illegal, sorreh ;P

mini somethings I left for my littlebrothers on their nighstand.
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its been a good YEAR since Ive been to a PasarMalam, and altho I missed nothing about its typical overstuffyness and crowd, I rellished the experience. Yumcha 'd at StevensCorner, and was home early at 10pm.
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... its close to midnight now and Im talking to the usual people online. Midterms, hurryup and end already please! ;s goodnight people, best of luck to those who're sitting for exams(:

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