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22/5/2009
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was beyond nervous for Math paper1! my never-ending struggle with Math dates all the way back to Standard2, so have accepted the fact that Math and I.. just dont get along-_- couldnt be arsed to change outta uniform so went to AC straight after lastbell. had lunch with tija strawberry bigspenderr, calista, sam and zhengwei+ his weird friends, then spontaneously agreed on going over to zhengweis after. bought KFC and the four of us watched 'Shes Just Not That Into You.' was home by 7pm. talked to cally, clarence till 10pm and planned to sleep early, but ethanbaby pops in and I end up berbonding with him as usual. randomchatter ;
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ethanbaby: jiejie, I have a problem. I borrowed a book from the library, and never gave it back. er.. how ah?
me: how long is it overdue?
ethanbaby: 3months. how jiejie, HOW?! *look of panic translates all over his face*
me: baby, dont worry! Ill help you fix it. but Im curious lah, what were you PLANNING on doing about it?
ethanbaby: *with completely serious face&tone* my plan was to bring it to school tomorrow, leave it in my classmates bag, RUN and make like dunno.
me: *bursts out laughing* omgawd baby are you serious?! youre just like me. DIE LAH DIE.
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talked to natloo and konged at 1-ish am. sorry lewis for shooting you down on your ajakout.
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23/5/2009
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couldnt help but reminisce back to exactly 1year ago. jason kok khai san, you dont even live in the same country now and we put each other through so damn much, but. how much we've learned, how much we've grown respectively since, mygawshh!

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anywayy,
ATTENDED. SCHOOL. ON. A. SATURDAY.
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initially planned to drag my ass outta bed at 4am, but only managed to at 5am. hastily revised, and ethanbaby+daddy dropped me to school. yknow, 2months ago I regarded daddy being my ride to school as nothing special- but 'funny' how its turned into a somewhat luxury now that Im forced to sit on the SriSedaya van. Historypapers were sheer killers.
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went home early. cleanedup, relaxed for a bit, and got dressed. asked mom for a ride, but she suggested I take a cab cause she was 'lazy.' couldnt ask daddy cause he was napping. enraged, I punch in 3cab numbers but no cab was available. I tell mom, and what does she do? SHE ASKS ME TO WALK TO THE MAINROAD TO HAIL A CAB. didnt think she was serious up until she asked my maid to walk me. what FUCKING mother chooses computer games over her daughter lah:/ fucking stormed outta the house in a bitter rage.
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reached Bangsar around 4pm, and met with calista and sam. shopped the evening away(:


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.. then calista and I had dinner at Delicious.




was hommme by 10pm. from knocked-newspapers to 'sexay'baldmen, I had funnnn♥ Bangsars been my utmost fav place to shop since forever and the retail therapy did me alot of good. talked to clarence, and died on my bed at 2-ish am.
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24/5/2009
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maison temaned me throughout sundayschool (: the fam and I had lunch at TGIF, then to DigitalMall(yawn much!). ahdorable baby Tania came over to visit about half an hour after we got home, but as much as I missed her, my head hurt too bad to get outta bed. catnapped, and wokeup when baby Tania banged down screaming, " naoooomi! I need say goodbye. kiss please? *waits till I kiss her cheek* okay, thank you. byebye! " damn cute lah omgawd;P went to bed at 5am.
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25/5/2009
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skipped school as the papers scheduled for the day werent subjects I was taking for SPM. slept-in till 3pm(oink!) and bummed the remainder of the day away like a zombehh. while onthephone to cally at 3am, the sound of a door slamming echoes in the hallway and automatically assuming it was mom, I rush outside hoping to share cigs with her only to meet ethanbabys groggy face instead. refusing to go back to sleep, he temans he while I piggedout on latenightsnacks. he ends up bunking in my room, and we knock off at 4-ish am.
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CLICK ;D! say hello to overdue vids of me being typical;

.. what 4hour busrides do to you- Japan '08.

.. lazyday at home with ethanbaby(1).

.. lazyday at home with ethanbaby(2)

..lazyday at home with ethanbaby(3)
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26/5/2009
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skipped school again for the same reason, so seeing as I was bored shitless at home I decided to shop. daddy refused to give me a ride when he came back for lunch('rents dont seem to give a shit about me nowadays weyh seriously :/) so was forced onceagain to get a cab. was onthephone when the cab pulled out infrontve my driveway so got dressed in a recordbreaking FIVE MINUTES ;P lewis calls and temans me throughout the ride there, and I reach MidV around 1pm.
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met up with weijun for lunch at Kimgarys,


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.. and shopped till 4pm by myself, succesfully accomplishing my shopping goals. as much as I treasure shopping with my babes, have always enjoyed shopping alone once in awhile (: am just that sortve person I guess, hmm. talked to clarence and konged a little after midnight.

today's. raaandom.
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27/5/2009
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spent a total of 3periods bitching about ' prostitues with badeyeliner & flying achis ' with hanis in the library, felt evil haha. lunch served today almost caused shellymermaid and I to puke cause yes, it was THAT putrid :/ sat for my Moral paper and am keeping my fingers crossed for an A1! heart was literally in my THROAT towards the last 5mins of the day but only my darlinggs know what Im talking about- all Im revealing here is that my math teacher is a FOOL (: haha. talked to clarence(whom I delivered throat-relieving lemon sweets to in the midst of the day cause hes got a cough;D) and slept early.
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28/5/2009
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HAPPY SEXAY TUJUHBELAS-th, shivani boobpixie (:

&& HAPPY LAPANBELAS-th, sean metalundies (:

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all 3Biology papers got me stressed like craaaaazy. was concentrating so hard, a certain unnamed classmate of mine somehow made my blood boil. his nose was stuck and I could hear EVERY SQUEAKY BREATH HE TOOK from where I was seated. I could no longer withstand it at onepoint, so I raised my hand and shouted " teacher I need to say something to -insertnamehere-. ASK HIM TO STOP BREATHING SO LOUD, TO BLOODY BLOW HIS NOSE PLEASE. " -ended up moving my stuff to the back of class, grr. was out the door by 7pm for;
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sean metalundies' 18th bday party.




warren chan.

yew wing lembugila.


me, natalie loo, dionne.
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felt so good catching up with faces I havent seen in ages♥ made it a point to be home early before 11pm, as tuition was cancelled earlier and was freaking out. fought with clarence onthephone, revised math solutions, and went to bed fucking emo(continuous listening to taylor swift+ james morrison ballads have the power to alter your entire mood, no shit) by 2am.
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29/5/2009
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against all odds and doubts, Math paper2 went pretty damn well! Im far from scoring stellar results but omgawd, to be able to understand and solve equation after equation like everyone else, INSTEAD of givingup and sleeping half an hour into the 2 and a 1/2 hour paper felt so fucking good. plus the end of that paper marked the OFFICIAL END TO MIDTERMS ;D. had lunch with tija, sam, calista+her friends at FlirtnFeed afterschool.
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bummed around the house, then watched " NightAtTheMuseum2" at OU with cally and waikit later at night. remember *cough* the fattie, cally? HAHAHA. was home by 1.30am.




cally and I. I heart my vansss ;D
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... the month ahead looks pretty promising. CharityDinner'09 tomorrow night so am looking forward to dollingup with my darlings, sueanne amoigerams coming down from singapore to live with me again on sunday, for a month this time! and am turning sexay seventeen on the 17th ;D lifes good, but if only my heart wasnt aching this fucking bad, what a contrast :/ mm anyway. happy holidays people, goodnight (:
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And now that I'm sittin' here thinkin' it through;
I've never been anywhere as cold, as you♥

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p/s: I knew better than to trust someone new with my already fragile heart after darren. but then you came along, with your prettywords, prettyeyes, prettypromises; boy. I wanted to believe youd be the one to save me, but I never gave us a chance to truly discover what we couldve been. Im sorry. please dont leave.
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