hello {whatevers left of my} readers! haha.

it's going to be a long one, so.. *insert halfhearted apology &elaboration on monthlong blogging hiatus, here* ..HELLO UPDATES (;
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PRE/ DURING SPM

• my new love (:

• daddy's 46th bday, where baby helped me rushout in the middle of the day to buy him a cake to surprise him with at night (:

• me and baby's 3rd month Anni♥ - where I came home from my Moral SPM paper &found this on my bed (:
  

• ethanbaby's 9th bday

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&& POST-SPM ...
4/12/2009
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sang merdeka songs alllllll the way home from school, after completing my last SPM paper!! ;D changed, showered, and napped for 20mins as I only got 3hours of sleep the night before. NOTHING has ever tired me out more than sitting for SPM papers, ergh.


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went to Midv with imankambing;



and we watched Newmoon. have never been a fan and as romantic as it was, mannn was it slow -_- talkedcock at starbucks and rushed to Bangsar where my very pissedoff stylist Jackham awaited me, heh. dyed my hair Mahagonyred for rm280 at ShawnCutler.
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had dinner with Nic at Delicious,


.. &met baby♥ at Centrepoint, where I followed him to a friends party for abit. got bored so tija strawberry bigspender picked me up, and rescued me ;D went to uptown to help Faiz with his college assignment, and was back at babys by 4am to sleepover.

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5/12/2009
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was home wearing baby's funny loose shirt by 6pm. showered, packed, and was so sleepy I thought I was going to die! met with sueanne, my AMOIGERAM PERENELL PEPS, who was FRESH back from singapore, at 10pm ;D missed my sister like hell okay! dumped our luggagecases;


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.. and we ran out from her place literally 10minutes later for Genting with tija, boboy and faiz.


this was taken at the rock, and we were all FREEZING OUR ASSES OFF. it was so dark &cold, when I walked off to enable me to light a cig, I got shocked by this couple sitting on the floor in the dark and I SCREAMED my ass off. so malufying! haha.

it was extra foggy ontheway up!


was staaaarving so RAN to McDs and spent 15ringgit on a damn burger. look at naomi the fatty go ;D ngomngom



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.. walkedaround being silly, and had a drink at the mamak before heading back to car to sleep for 2hours. yes, we slept in the car and it was quite an experience! had brekkie at subang and was back at sueannes by 9am. of fog paranoia, noisy indians, boyf missing.
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6/12/2009
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wokeup at 7pm. shared dinner, and yumcha'd at Tanjung with sam and zhengwei.


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jasonvoon picked us before midnight, and the four of us session'ed at bryans till 9am.






of regrets, gucci paranoia, double eclipses &lies.
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7/12/2009
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was dying to sleep when we got back at 9am, but baby♥ &I was fighting like FUCK onthephone from the minute I got home, till 2pm. suffered thru 4hours of hell while amoi slept. yumcha'd with baby around subang at 10pm and the fighting got increasingly worse ;( was home red-eyed by 4am, and bryan picked us up minutes after getting home. went to kepong and was home by 8am. emo'd like fuck whole way thru. sigh, how baby and I argue!
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8/12/2009
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wokeup at 4pm. forced ourselves to eat Mcds but the gastric pains and vomitting were un-fucking-bearable. mcds milo works miracles tho! watched 'How to lose friends &make enemies' as we couldnt move. left at midnight in my pyjammies to baby's place, to talk things out. sleptover at babys♥ around 5am, while amoi rested at home.


of whispered iloveyous &futureplans
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9/12/2009
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wokeup at 1pm. had lunch with babys♥ sis, followed his friend maxine around to look at car stuff and was back at sueanne's by 6pm. we were both staving, so we walked right out and FEASTED after half a week of nofood. bakkutteh, kuihs, ramliburgers, NYOMNYOMNYOM.


look at our faces HAHA
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fell asleep napping on the couches, only to be wokenup by Ade's call. Ade picks us at 1am, we yumcha'd at Tanjung and went to his friend's houseparty. came home at 5am stoned like madddd. struggled like bimbos to microwave leftovers and slept at 8am.

geram &grumpy

zebrastripes &cheqs




say hello to adenaur engkamat & his rollie pollie ollie (:
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10/12/2009
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wokeup at 7pm. rushed to shower, and rushed out for dinner at Esquirekitchen in Pyramid. flipped a coin cause we couldnt decide where to eat heh! coudn't shop by the time dinner was done, as all the shops were closed sobsob ;(




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jasonvoon picked us up from there to yumcha, and from there we session'ed at bryans.





of future lectures, rich&poor destinies, forbidden touches &one fucking hilarious 'swallowed my cig' phonecall to the talian rokok! was back at sueannes by 10am, exhausted beyond words.
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11/12/2009
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had a toughtime deciding between kuantan or genting, but ended up FFKing all our plans, opting to REST instead. finally got to sleep at 4pm, and wokeup at 9pm just as exhausted. I rushed to getup and get dressed at 10pm as I was so tired I slept thru all my alarms omgawd! jiarong picked me, and the both of us yumcha'ed at Canaicafe while amoi rested at home. met baby at TTDI around 1am, and finally got to sleep at 6am. sleptover at baby's.




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12/12/2009
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wokeup at 2pm. had lunch at McDs and followed baby around- my eyes were dying cause I so wasnt used to being up&about in the daytime o.o somehow got into a massive fight with baby again, but it ended well with baby wiping my tears away. sigh, seriously after everything weve gone through LOVE is what keeps us going. no matter what we do to eachother we know its never good enough of a reason to give up what we have. noone, I repeat, noone has what baby&I have and a relationship like that? is WORTH fighting for. sleptover at baby's.

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13/12/2009
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had dimsum for brekkie with baby and baby's mom. was honestly damn hungry, and despite dimsum being my fav I had to tahan for the life of me cause I was as nervous as always in babys mom's prescence! tagged along to baby's aunts place with baby's mom and was back at sueanne's by 6pm. woke sleepingbeauty up, had a nice long shower and napped till 9pm. my parents picked the both of us up at 9pm, and we both struggled to draaaaaag our luggagecases. came home looking we were fresh out of tanjungrambutan, what with our wethair, tattered pyjammies and stuffed suitcases in the dead of the night! haha. had dinner, and bryan +jasonvoon picked us up at 11pm. session'ed at jasons, and was home by 5am, sleeping only a couplve hours later. of frenching and pillows.
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14/12/2009
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wokeup 6pm. bummed around, and ate like piglets. we were both so damn thankful we got our appetites back! went to the mamak at 10pm and had our usuals. slept at 6am, vowing to have more ' normal ' days instead of goingaround being nocturnal druggedup zombies.

of slug punnishments, dog- catching and patio cigarettes
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15/12/2009
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overslept, only waking up at 5pm! rushed to Bangsar. got my eyebrows done, and we both got manicures at Kukubar&Soongailing. had dinner at madamkwans, and was home by 11pm. of stalkers, nosepicking bitches, and missed-cute-guy smiles. slept at 5am.


highwaisted satin skirts &studs



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16/12/2009
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wokeup at 3pm. rushed as usual, and shopped like mad in KL for 5hours straight.





of lala heaven, hot combination guy and flipflop regrets! was home by 11pm, our feet aching. talked to tipsy baby onthephone till 4am, and konged straight.
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17/12/2009
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wokeup at 4pm, but sis only gotup at 7pm cause of her insomnia, poorthing. skipped our initial shopping plans at Midv as it was too late! ate, bummed, and bitched instead. slept at 7am, feeling healthy and rested (:


^ our ULTIMATE SOLUTION to strange losers who text, muahaha ;)


struggling to wrap baby's Xmas gift (: struggled fr almost an hour plus wrapping gifts for everyone okay! theyre BADLY wrapped.. but wrapped with love ;D haha
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18/12/2009
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wokeup at 2pm- the earliest weve wokenup in a longtime! rushed to get dressed, and baby♥ picked us up for OU at 2pm. it was so so sooo good to see him! ate blabla, and amoi and I seperated- she went on a date with TheBlob while I spenttime with my bi and his friends. of jacko crushes, sneaky xmas gifts, fateful froplets and boomchickalaka mama morphing. I went back to baby's at 11pm. yumcha'ed at rastas at 2am, and baby gaveup Dota plans cause I was sleepy. he even droveout in the deadofthenight to buy me pads♥ slept for abit at baby's, and amoi &I reunited and went back home at 8am.


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19/11/2009
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bummed around and did nothing productive other than watching this scaryfuck traditional japanese horrormovie, sleeping scared outta our wits at 6am!

.. we MMS our closefriends pictures like this. haha!

my house, has en endless supply of food. blame me now for being as round as I am?
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20/12/2009
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wokeup early at 2pm. met baby♥ at Tropicanacitymall after nohelp from the cabdriver. had bak kut teh and followed baby for futsall. amoi fell asleep on the benches HAHAHA. of tamponworries and hotblueshirts. the both of us went back to baby's around 4am, and we sleptover.


I love my flats&sneakers as much as I love my 5inch heels (;
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21/12/2009
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dragged our asses outta bed at 10am for a dimsum brekkie. of drug woes, addictions &2month pregnant-like stomachs. was home by 3pm. went to the mamak again later at night, where stupid rempits kept commenting on my butt eventho we were both dressed like shit, blargh. zhengwei ajaked to club, and since we had nothing to do we said yes.
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went to Quattro KL;



















lovelove this.



.. and got so damn tipsy sis and I were RED from head to toe. drama EXPLODED but nothing happened thankgawd. went back to zhengwei's, to the SS15 hotel with bryan, and was finally back home by 6am. amoi was GONE haha ;S
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22/12/2009
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wokeup at 5pm and like every other day we rushed. reached Pyramid around 5pm, looking like crap with barely any makeup on and in lazy breezy tops. did lastminute Prom + Xmas shopping and slept at 4am. learned a great lesson that day but Im in no position to elaborate here (; have always taken SIGNS FROM GOD seriously.





shes my SISTER for a reason, bitches (;
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23/12/2009
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gotup at noon and rushed like fuck. first to Bangsar to get my prom clutch, then to ss15 to get my hair and makeup done at Artistic for rm100. the russian lady was so damn stubborn I threw a bitchfit! grr. tija strawberry bigspender joined, and in the midst of the pouring rain amoi and I rushed to SS19.

lunch at Flirt n feed

hellooo bigspenderrr !

I SALUTE girls who puton fakeeyelashes &foundation EVERYDAY. I may wear makeup, but omgawd to put on THIS much everyday would be quite a task! sis&I are thankful were pretty enough to walkoutta the house without a dot of makeup on and still be able to turn heads (: hahaha. spot ' Derrick ' painted on my hand (;



baby picked me from there after an hourlong wait, and amoi went back home while I went for..
S r i K L ' s P r o m a t R e n a i s s a n c e, K L.

I know you love my dress (;











my one &only♥







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... baby♥ was my date ofcourse, and eventho it was BORINGGG LIKE FUCK, him being there made all the money spent and planning worthwhile. left the hotel at 11pm, for McDs centrepoint and CocoBanana with baby's sister right after. was reluctant to go Coco atfirst because I was sooo drained! but I guess it was okay. went back to baby's at 6am, and sleptover. of glitter spray woes, rain fighting, dragdoll worries, shaking rage, warehouse masjid changing &corset breaths.
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24/12/2009
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me &baby's 4th month Anni♥ (:
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followed baby to do carstuff, and was home by 6pm, with amoi already waiting for me there. rushed to shower, and then to UncleMike's for my yearly Xmas dinner with the whole family. sis came along as my guest (: enjoyed the usual round of scrumpcious food and gorg gifts.

eurasian curries, turkey with stuffing, spicy mashedpotato pie, quail egg pie, butter rice, extra large pizzas, roasted blackpepper beef.. WOOH I ate 2helpings! ;D
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baby♥ came inside briefly, and he met the whole fam before he kidnapped both sueanne and I to Cocobanana around midnight.





look who finally got together wei ;)

SIS'S BROKEN SHOE GOT ME IN STITCHES THE WHOLENIGHT HAHAHAH!



ripped from baby's sisters blog.
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sueanne and I sleptover at baby's after. it amazes me how Im always the SOBER one nowadays ;D a few months back I was the trainwreck. now look whos the goodytwoshoes eh? (: told yall I was making a change fer-real.
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25/12/2009
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the both of us were back at my place by 3pm. being ChristmasDay we stayedhome, enjoying daddy blasting old Xmas records and stuffing our faces with eurasian treats. Babytania cameover for abit and she was ahdorable, as usual. just kept eating and eating heh! slept at 6am.

miiiiine. I totes prefer lastyears gifts but hey, who am I to complain?
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26/12/2009
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wokeup at 3pm, my throat aching. pineapple tarts are lethal! went to Ou at 7pm to meet our respective boyfs. went to TTDI after, where sis and I splitup, she going with bryan while I followed baby♥ back to his place. rested, and reunited with sis at 6am. went home only to be LOCKEDOUT for an hour and a half!!! got bitten by mosquitos and was sleepy as hell so were were dying. thought my maid DIED in her sleep cause noone was awake till 7.30am o.o of love &purehate for boyfs, fat exboyfs &shared hatred of dota! slept at 10am.



matching chequered dresses (:


waiting anxiously to be let in the house at 7am!
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27/12/2009
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wokeup at 7pm, and bummmmmmmmmmmmed the day away. was so sleepy we were in and out of sleep the whole night. sorry shalene for not making it to your Xmas dinner ;( slept at 6am.
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28/12/2009
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wokeup at noon. rushed to meet our boyfriends at Pavillion, only to wait for them for 2hours! bought myself a DKNY wallet during the long wait as I was itching to spend my moolah. also bought matching Paulfrank bags (: the four of us ate at Ichiban, and we went to OU right after where I payed half of babys pumas. killedtime at wongkok, ate at baskins, and was home by 8pm. of evil extortions, ugly seasons &sakai boyfriends.










our matching Paulfrank totes &my new DKNY wallet (:
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29/12/2009
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bummed around! did nothing spectacular other than;

... bake brownies for baby at midnight (: slept at 6am.
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30/12/2009
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sis and I dragged our stuff to baby's place at 11am. dumped our load of stuff, and struggled to get baby♥ out of bed haha. baby's dad dropped us to Montkiara and I was scared shitless the whole time! was uber late, but sis and baby followed me to;
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Natliew's 17th Bday lunch at Porta Romano.

spot the diff. sueanne & I may be sisters, but our taste in BOYS &clothes couldnt be more of a contrast!















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went to breakers, then to bryans, and finally back at baby's by evening. got dressed, then went for Jon's 21st at Bamboo.










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.. baby♥ got wasted and I tookcare of him allnight. there was even a point where he put his entire weight on me, causing the both of us to fall to the ground so you can imagine how worried I was all night long! mm. calvin and baby went somewhere else while sis and I stayed back at his place, and as tired as we were, we waited up for them for a good 2 or 3hours. changed babys clothes for him, cleaned him up and finally went to bed in peace an hour later at 7am.


whoops!


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31/12/2009
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got up at noon STARVING. stuffed our faces at KFC, then sis, baby and I bummed at his place the whole evening.



getting rid of TRASH for baby (; what is it with boys &ugly exgirlfriends?
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I honestly didnt want to go out eventho it was Newyears, but the rest was determined to do something. sis and I packed as light as we could, and completely FORGOT we would be spending our Newyears at baby's so we were forced to go our dressed like shit. went to OU and walked to TheCurve just to watch the fireworks. I was grumpy, sweaty, and I put on a happy facade at the beginning, but baby snapped at me at onepoint and it broke my heart but I kept quiet. Ive never been able to deal with his temper, sigh. so was depressed even at the end of Countdown! so no pics from my cam, sorry ;( sleptover at babys around 6am.



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1/12/2010
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wokeup fucking PANICKING at 9am. phone was ringing nonnnnstop and I swear I wanted to die! o.o got home at 3pm and expected a lecture of a lifetime but mom surprisingly laughed it off o.o I swear Im going to hell for being so manipulative heh (; ate, napped for an hour and dragged our sleepy asses to Ou. met calvin and when I couldnt get thru to baby, I panicked like hell. was a PYSCHO girlfriend and agreed to follow maxine to babys HOUSE to checkup on him ;X sis said he mustve felldown and hit his head or something so omgawd I was panicking! turnsout the stupidboy was only asleep so I felt.. like a sheer idiot. was home by 2am, and slept at 5am. lastnight with my amoi, sob! ;(



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.... it's now 11:30pm and 4days into 2010. have been home since amoi left as the wholefams down with the flu. Im even coughing blood, sigh. onlytime I wentout was for a quick meal with rubeshrubbish at 3am lastnight- night ended with the securityguard of my area threatening me with a fucking bat but lets not get into that! HAHA. Im currently juggling blogging, soothing my darling sister, natliew, baby, and deciding which college to checkout with mom&dad tomorrow. KBU? Taylors? fuck man, truth be told Im unsure of what course Im even taking! mom's signing me up for Driving the day after tomorrow, and with everything happening I swear I feel as if life is MOVING TOO FAST. how I wish I started school today so I wouldnt have to deal with GROWINGUP heh. as scared as I am of what is to come next, Im sorta enjoying all these changes. I wonder what the next week'll bring (;
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Porcelain and China dolls
Give me one and Ive seen them all
Got my back against the wall
Wonder where Ill be tomorrow?♥

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p/s: baby, you were the highlight of 2009. &I know in my heart, that youre going to continue being the highlight, of my EVERYDAY from here on out. Im convinced, that your laugh is the best sound I have ever heard. and the first thought I get everytime I wakeup next to you? is that youre the best thing my eyes have ever seen. thankyou, for making my year. thankyou, for being as amazing as you are babyboy.
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